Just Say Hi Today

Today has not been the best day of my life.
It all started last night, when I was a little low on life because of internal conflict. Usually when I get some sleep I'm much better in the morning. Apparently this did not happen. I woke up to go running with Kayla, to find her on the couch just barely waking up (there was a big moth in her room last night at about 1:30, and she couldn't sleep with it in there with her). So no running(9th day straight). I debated to go running by myself but thought against it since it was dark and we girls are encouraged to not go out by ourselves. So I slept in till 7:30.
Even waking up the second time I wasn't my normal perky self. As I was getting ready, I was mad at myself because I put some homework off till the morning thinking it would be small. It wasn't. After finishing it I now only had 40 minutes to get out the door. As I was rushing I needed to make my lunch. The issue mentioned in my previous post had occurred again, and I had some very choice words in my head as I stared at the mess in the sink. It's a good thing that no one was in the kitchen... So I grabbed one of my plastic disposable knifes, made my peanut butter and jelly sandwich, and mumbled under my breath the entire time. It's not that hard to wash a stupid knife after you use it. Seriously.
So I rushed to school (entirely my fault). Got to class with a minute or two to spare. Afterwards, I went outside to find a place to read my scriptures for class and sat in the sun. Thirty minutes later, I was boiling and decided to go sit in the shade. As I sat down, I noticed how cold the granite seat was. I put my hand down next to me and felt something cold and wet. Yes, I sat in a puddle. I laughed sarcastically to myself, since this is just adding to my lovely day.
As I got to my Calculus class, it was hard to keep my mouth shut as some stupid kids were making retarded comments throughout the entire pop quiz (I got 4 out of 5 because a stupid mistake. Like usual). Half way through the class, they were still making their comments and I muttered some sarcastic comment and the kid next to me chuckled under his breath, and i had to apologize for my rudeness. No one deserves to be the rebound of my frustration with life, no matter how moronic they are.
Then for some reason I couldn't even keep my eyes open in my Doctrine and Covenants class. I felt so sorry for the teacher since I was sitting in the front row and he was my previous Bishop. I then went home since I didn't want to stay up on campus anymore. I decided to get out the of the house so I went in search of some nurseries for bulbs and fertilizer. Couldn't find any of the stores till they were closed except for Homedepot which doesn't even have steer manure, just turkey. I drove away empty handed, and just drove slowly home. And now I'm here venting.
All I need is a friend to stop by for me and give me a hug. That is all I ask for.
I have institute tonight, since I promised Kayla I would go. I will try to keep my mouth zipped shut and my eyes still so as not to roll them at ridiculous people. I think I need a dose of spirituality.